What Am I Looking For???

an unlimited happiness… it’s the answer… perhaps it’s impossible, but it will be looked for…

what do i want??? i don’t know exactly, like what, like how…  i just continue my life like juts let it’s flow… what must the people do??? i don’t know too.. i can’t answer it… i don’t want them like that, and i don’t want too them like this… they aren’t wrong, and they aren’t right too… everything is wrong…

what do i need??? i don’t know… everything is i don’t know… i just keep silent in my place and think what i must do… i’m confused… i’m worry… and i’m afraid… why am i afraid??? it’s like your question. and i never give you the answer… because i don’t know how i can explain all of my problems… thanks for your caring…

why did you cry yesterday night??? i don’t know i must happy or sad when i know you cried… you never cry in front of me… you want i understand you, but you never try to understand me… and you don’t know why you can do that… you ask me, what must you do??? and i just can answer, i don’t know… because i don’t know what am i looking for, what do i want, and what do i need….

what must i do??? smiling??? laughing??? or crying??? all of them can’t make me have a peace…

what am i looking for??? the truth.. is it true??? because there are many lies and secrets surround me…

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