Say ‘NO’ Forever

why???? because it is better than if i say ‘yes’… hahaha……. i wanna not care about everything, just doing what i want… i don’t wanna be someone whom i don’t know… not be myself… not being someone that people want… look my real me, i don’t want to wear mask (anymore)… it’s me.. i don’t perfect… i’m not a robot, and i’m also not a angel… i have many bad sides, even though i have good sides too…

i am tired that i said yes… i’m TIRED… and now, i want to say ‘NO’… sorry, but it’s better… more than everything… try to sincere is not too bad actually… just try to look another side, before we understand what has happened… learning is not a better  way…  i don’t want there is a “force” word in my life……………..

i’m happy today… so, don’t disturb it… i just want to laugh and smile to fill my life with full happiness…. no tears, no lies, and no secrets… and there are still many tears, lies, and secrets around me….

i wanna restart my life… looking for a happiness, not a sadness…. getting a truth, not a lie… trying to laugh, not to cry… feeling a love, not a grudge….

i wanna scream…..  i want to heal the world, but it’s more important if i heal myself first. heal the injuries… heal the hurts…

i just wanna laugh… LAUGH… and LAUGH…………

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