Specially 4 my best friends
i’ll be there for you… if you have got secrets you want to tell, we can talk all day long. if your dreams get broken somehow, i’ll remind you that you belong. if you need someplace to hide, you can hold my hand for a while. if your sky begins to fall, i’ll stay with you ’til you smile. whenever you need some space, there is my room-you can take it. if someone breaks your heart, together we’ll unbreak it. when you feel sad or empty inside, i’ll show you are not alone. if you get lost out there, I’ll come and take you home. i’ll go with you somewhere else, when you need to get away. and when nothing seems to be going right and you need a friend… i’ll stay.
LOVE YOU ALL…. 
my snug day
hiks3…. so crazy yesterday, exactly at 25 november 2008. uh…
let’s hear my story about yesterday, starting from i went to bus stopping at unsri bukit, my friend has came for waiting me to go to campus together, hm… do you know??? she was crying… oh no… i hate to see my friend cry… she just kept silent with me, until finally she laugh herself… actually, the reason is about her boyfriend… a old problem…
and then i came to campus, the first subject was fin, the second subject is nutrition (gizi)… and that is the problem… actually i don;t make a crown, buat i don’t know, my lecture was angry with me and my friend… uh… she kept silent, walked to my place, and then she said, “explain it in the front of class or go out from my class, and never to come in my class anymore”……. uh… i kept silent… my friends tried to sorry with her, but it is useless… and then she stood in front of the class and tried to explain our subject… and then my lecturer forced me to help her. i stood, and before i explained, i asked her, “from the beginning?”… my lecturer said,”no, only that slide”… hm… ok…. because i didn’t feel that i was make a fault, i explained it proudly, i didn’t appear my scary… i want that she know that i am not afraid with her… i explained just what i can (do you know??? actually, i attend her , i understand what she teach…)… after i explained, she asked my name, and she wrote my name… perhaps my name will be black list… whatever… i was so angry with her… she continued her teaching, i only saw her… nothing respect anymore… after she taught, i was laugh in front of her… i hate her… eveb though in my deepest heart, i was sad, i wanna cry… i have problem with nutrition subject… huuuhhhhhh… 
after that i went to palembang, to prepare my course. my course finished. i went to home. but anyone picked me up… uh.. so i walked to home.
so snug day…
i’m not the same like them
you are wrong if you think that i am same like them. i’m different. and don’t think i will be caught in your trap. i know your plan, and do you know??? i have planning too about you.
don’t think you can use ‘devide et empera’ strategy to make me and my friend have friction. wrong!!!!!!!!!! and i will make you speechless when you know that i have planned with you. just wait the time, and you’ll know.
maybe nowadays i am like is being trapped in your planning, but no… it’s wrong… the fact is you have caught in my trap. maybe i am like follow your desire. if you can look nearer, you can understand what have happened.
i know something about you… i know that it is your secret, but i have gotten it. huahuahua…. so, don’t try to do like this. i hate it.
Uncategorized | Comment (0)what do you think about death???
what do you feel if you hear that your friend is dead??? i have heard it twice for three days ago… i was surprise…
the first, Thursday night at 23.00, my friend called me, i was sleeping. she called me and she was crying… she said, “have you ever heard about minggu??? della got a message from minggu’s parent that minggu is dead”. i’m surprised, speechless… i just can say, “really????”. and then she said,” i have tried to call his parent but my call doesn’t response… i still keep silent.. try to think, but if i was called with crying, i will confused… i say,” ok. i will try to call his number”. after her calling, i call him. he has 2 numbers. the first number, no answering my call. i am nervous. i remind my memory with him, in the morning i still chat with him… study together… laugh together… etc… oh no.. i don’t believe that he is dead… i try call his second number… yes… my calling is answered… and who does answer my calling??? MINGGU… ah…. finally… he’s still ok, nothing happened… actually it’s only not funny joke…
next tomorrow, at noon, it’s the second, my friend, oja, called me when i was learning about gps in layo. she looked for mutia. but mutia is not with me. she said,”do you know that cyntia is dead??? meta had a message from her parents.”. i answer, “really? impossible, maybe it’s only joke. yesterday, my friend is like that too. and it’s joke. but, i will try to call her cousin, and i will ask about this.”. but, before i sms her cousin, i have a message from my friend that it’s only joke…. uh….
i don’t understand, why did they do like that??? did they think that death is a joke??? life is worthless??? it’s not funny… there are many jokes, except that, if you want to make somebody laugh…
what do you think about death??? is it only joke?????????
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Something has happened
i don’t know what happen… but, i know something has happened…
just look at of my changing my changing is not really real, but i can feel it. i don’t know what i must do… but i want to do something, something can make me feel comfort in my environment… actually i comfort with my environment, but i don’t know, i’m confused, why do i feel like this????
what do i want???? uhhhh… i don’t know!!!!!!!!!! something has happened, and i don’t know that… try to look for knowing it… but it is useless… i still don’t know… i just can keep silent in my lace, and i can only see what happen in front of my eyes… can’t do anything.. just let them still make me confused…
actually, what has happened??? please… answer it…
i have tried to do something, but it can’t help to solve my confused with all of happening….
tomorrow is going to come… and there are many activities that i must do… hope i can still strong till the end… i know this month that is my hardest month. this month needs so much energy… take my energy more than others.
but let’s dance and laugh, even though the world is not beautiful like the heaven… let’s thank full to our god… we don’t have anything that we want, but we are given all of our needs… just always think our life is always beautiful… :p
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Secret Admirer
oooo secret admire… hahahaha…
why is my day crazy now???????? hmm… many happening is out of my control… from yesterday and today, i see someone who attack by someone else… i don’t really know who he is.. but he was my rival in serelo hill orienteering competition last time.
uhhh…. and why is my blog title today is secret admirer??????? upppppppsss… i don’t really know why… but i have ever been a secret admirer for someone, but i have known that he has had someone…. uh…. broken heart anymore… huahuahua…. not really…. that is just a kidding…
today, i am laugh more than general. i want to say thanks for all of my friends who make me feel comfort today… really comfort… so happy… give me spirit again to survive my live… even though many sacrifices that we have to do to continue our live… :p
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